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1/30/2006 Breaking out in sweatWho says the Universities Studies course I take is useless?
It's forced me to plan out my semester, and SHIT, am I behind! All this stuff due that I didn't even know about... if the 3 credits this course is giving me isn't enough reason to take it, well, it shows me all the freakin assignments and tests and quizes due in the next few days that I didn't know existed. More so, I am in the middle of doing an essay that I wasn't aware of due the day after tomorrow. I've read the little bit that we have to write about. This quote is nice.
" I may disagree with what you say, but I shall defend, to the death, your right to say it." - Voltaire Isn't it nice?
....who is Voltaire anyway? 1/28/2006 Chinese New Year's EveNothing spactacular, except, I'm gonna have to take college a bit more seriously now.. projects due everywhere, chapters to read all the time, mid terms coming up... argh, I better get my act together.
The non-slip padding things for my platforms are so weird. First of all, two stupid pieces of fluffy stuff cost 5 dollars. Second of all, they don't really stop me from slipping. I understand the "helps prevent blistering and offers protection", but, the point I wanted them was for non-slip... My foot slides down cause the back is higher, and ends up all the way at the front of the shoe, all squished and sore, while there is a 3 cm space at the rear of the shoe.. == Maybe my feet are weird.. Being a girl is so much fun! Saw Eva the other day, and I casually said "oh, your hairband is cute." It's one of those wispy ones that look like straw.. Next thing I know, it's in my hand. She whipped it off her hair in one second and says "You like it? Here, have it." Left me rummaging around for something to give her.. Maybe I'll give her a shirt. Eva's way cool.
Left my resume at Black Bond.. Why haven't they called me?
Why do bookstores hate me? Maybe they hate restocking after I buy all their books and leave their shelves clean. I'm spending so much money on books. Speaking of money, I was wondering where all my money went, so I walked up to my closet. Recent things I bought... a black skirt for 20$.. then a black dress, a shirt, another skirt, underwears, shorts, hair clips, tanktops, more underwears... ahh, okay that's where my few hundred dollars went. My closet stole them. 1/25/2006 BacktrackingTwo weeks into school and the mid term chaos is coming on already..
Sigh.. They say, the luckiest people, tend not to know how lucky they are.. And that's part of being lucky.. not knowing. You're so happy that you don't even realize it anymore.. I think I've been something like that.. And grad is the start of the "whoa... rewind?" I've been clinging onto the edge of childhood and refusing to let go, without even knowing it... I'm sure I'd rather stay that way forever. It's nice. But change what you can't accept, and accept what you can't change..
Kinda like "You've got no choice, buddy. Jump off, or get shoved off." Gotta make do with what there is. Even as I'm writing this, my eyes reading over it is thinking "huh?" Whatever. Blogging is just that. Blogging. Blah blah blah... I am trying to tear myself apart from shopping. Spending money like I've got endless flows of it. I don't, by the way.
I think I'm kinda dependent on it for the feeling of spending and the satisfaction. That's sad. Aiya. Why is my gut hurting?
It hurts when I sneeze. I've sneezed about 20 times in the last hour. Who is cursing me? 1/21/2006 GiddyI'm so pleased with the new shoes I ordered.. I just received them today.
The platform is clear and its so pretty.... Not quite used to the 4.5 inch heel yet, but I like it a lot, so I'm sure I'll train myself. Hopefully in the meantime I won't fall or sprain anything... Seriously, I'm shopping lots, and spending money so much, that I can feel the alarm bells preparing to go off in my head.. aiya...
1/20/2006 VroomTiring of school already.
Must shift gears. I haven't even seen any cute guys on campus yet. There's absolutely nothing interesting.
Still dreadfully slacking off on Darren. I'm reading lots and watching alot of TV. And going out and going to school. 1/16/2006 Falling into rhythmCollege is getting boring now =\
Sigh, well... only two years ( hopefully )... Slacking from Darren again... Though today I saw a friend's drawings that fit with the style of certain characters from the book! I don wanna say what yet, or it'll ruin it, but I was so excited... I think I'd want her to draw exactly what I want for me, and pay her for it... But I didn't tell her yet cause it might freak her out... Although I'm sure I could find a lot of drawings that fit the things I'm looking for.. Hmm... alternatives, alternatives... =\ 1/15/2006 First college weekendAfter two crap days off, I finally got out today. Went to Surrey, then to North and West Van! A place called Park Royal, and ate at Milestone. It was really nice.
Of course, no work on Darren whatsoever within the last three days, so I guess school isn't really my excuse. Speaking of which, I REALLY need an edtior besides myself, and opinions. Arghhh... anyway, back to school tomorrow. 1/12/2006 SchoolThe day before school starts, I noticed that my nose starts getting plugged...
And thus, I begin the first day of college with a runny nose. The must-bring for school isn't a textbook or my agenda or my timetable.. but rather... kleenex. Hmm. Maybe this is a sign... Anyhow... Got through a week of school. Or, three school days, rather, with my schedule. Class isn't as tiring as I thought.. But it is tiring, and it is boring... Just two or three years, and I'll be done. Hopefully. I ran in to a bunch of people I know. Pleasant, and unpleasant. Alas, it's even more impossible to work on Darren now. Struggle struggle, wiggle, wiggle. I'll get out of this somehow. Had a talk with a friend a few days ago, about some high school stuff..
Immaturity really hurts sometimes, especially when the whole school is filled with it.. but things happen and they teach lessons, and I'm really happy we did get to talk about it, even though so much time has passed... because it clears my mind and washes out misunderstandings... School was pretty bad during that while, and if we could have seen what we see now, it probably would have been easier... but what's gone is gone, (thank god), and I'm very happy about the present. Now that I'm in college I'm constantly comparing it to highschool, and I'm SO relieved that it's much more friendly and mind-your-own-business now.. Enough of my old-woman blah-ing. 1/8/2006 ThursdaysGarfield hates Mondays. I will come to hate Thursdays. 10 am to 7 pm, nine hours of classes straight.... MUA HA HA... On the other hand, I must write, write write.. The sooner I finish my story, the sooner I can lift myself out of this hellhole.. I have to get out of here. 1/7/2006 ElatedMade pretty good progress on the story in the last few days...
Though it probaably doesn't make up for the weeks and weeks of idle-ness... I find myself rushing through certain parts to get to the bits I'm more keen to write, briefing details and important introductions to jump on the scenes I'm excited to work on... That just means I go back and edit and rephrase the often, but I enjoy that too, going backwards when I'm calmer and content (having finshed what I've been itching to get down on the page). I watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith on dvd today... I saw it when it was in theatres, but watching it again made me smile.. I really like now the problem of marriage is put as a comedy, but when I really thought about it, it's so true..
Distance between two people grow wider and wider with everything they don't say... The tension between them is funny to watch on the screen... but its really sad and frustrating in real life, no?
Now I sound corny, so nevermind.
I feel like I'm on crack.
Not that I would know anything about it, since I'm such a geek.. But I'm having this energetic rush I get after I watch good movies. School in one day.
1/6/2006 InsanityWhen I think "insanity" I remember the Insanity Suace at Sammy J Peppers... Anyhow... have worn, and am even more fond of my stuff I bought at V.S. three days ago... Into my "Book of Taltos" (bought it online with my sister, along with "Book of Athyra"), which is book of taltos for the first half and book of phoenix for the second half... it makes me smile because it's got wit... I'm done taltos... just started phoenix, actually, but supposedly the two are about 5 or 6 books apart... So I am wondering why they published it together into one book... Maybe they did that so you would buy the ones in between... Anyhow, the writing is nice and I enjoy it.. To be honest it's kind of sad because I still don't get why it's called the book of taltos... there was nothing about taltos in it... Perhaps I am missing a point... But I'm taking a guess that it's the year of Taltos... Like chinese animals stuff.... year of the rat, and cow... so forth... I have three more days before school starts... I think I'm not very prepared... I dont even have a map of the school so I hope I can find my classrooms and not pee in my pants cause I don't know where the washrooms are... I'm going to shut up now. 1/5/2006 At homeBuying 6 textbooks from Kwantlen...
Have to go pick them up tomorrow.. Today is just another day to be spent at home... reading, working on my story... moping around... went out yesterday all day though... went to Surrey, had dinner at Boston Pizza... The shopping spree in Seattle was pretty good.. most of it was the driving there and back.... and walking around the block trying to find Candy Tyme... We spent about 45 minutes in Nordstrom (my sister's destination).. were I went to the bathroom and then sat around.. Next, we made our way towards Victoria's Secret ( FINALLY! ) but made stops on the way at Coldwater Creek (my mom wanted to) and Starbucks (we were hungry)... At last we get to the wonderful store... and I walk around the store twice just taking it all in... looking at everything but not getting into it... then I go back to the entrance and start picking out things I wanted... we (my sister and I - my mom left after 30 minutes, and dad was basically waiting outside and bored) ended up spending 2 hours in there, but I loved every minute of it... Even if most of the stuff I wanted was just in the pink section... the rest of their stuff is nice, but I only liked the cute type stuff, so that was about, just a quarter of the store... however, they have some of the cutest cute stuff, so I am completely down with them... Victoria's Secret rocks. Thus we come to the part where we are trudging through the wet streets searching for Candy Tyme... me in my flip flops...
After half an hour or so we finally find the stupid mall it's in... so we buy candy, and have dinner in the food court... And go back into the puddles of the streets... get in the car... and come home.. "Come home" sounds so easy.. but it took a damn long time... I drove all the way to Seattle on the way there! MUA HA HA HA HA... I did not run anything over. |
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