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12/31/2005 Joy to the worldI got my new battery for my camera!
mua ha ha ~ But I know the missing one is lurking around the house somewhere, damnnit.. What a waste of 40$... And will I EVER get back to hip hop? I have this idol, her name is Heather... she teaches and she's one of the few good ones you will find... but shes so nice and she's got a lot of style... I want to be taught only by her, so its kinda hard to arrange lessons.. but i will prevail.
Got a haircut yesterday... about 5 inches shorter, at my chest.
It's New Years Eve, and it looks like I will again play the role of a loner at home. My new years resolution is to find Heather and beg her to make time for me..
12/29/2005 Day outSpent the entire day out today.. kinda tired...
Went to Abby with Far to see his aviation doctor, then hung around and then Far skytrain-ed me to met Nina at Metrotown and then he went home... shopped at La Senza and bought 25$ worth of stuff, 20$ with the gift certificates that NaNa (nickname for Far's mom) gave me... browsed some other shops and there is a halarious men's store that thinks people would pay 275$ for a blank thin T-shirt, and 645$ for a beige track jacket.. Went to Old Navy en bought a pair of jeans... again with 20$ worth of NaNa money... And then was walking out of a store when someone says "Hi!" to me... I turn around and it's NaNa. "Wow! I was just spending the money you gave me!" Bused back to Richmond with Nina. Erm... who's Darren?
12/28/2005 Days at homeNina got me the book I wanted for XMas!! She is so sweet...
Yey yey yey!! Happy readings! Its crappy weather again... But I'm stranded at home cause I'm a loner, so it doesn't matter anyway. Haven't talked to Darren for quite a while... damnnit. Willl try today... I love playing Red Alert... I spend a lot of time playing a lot of Red Alert... the weird thing, though.. why am I still crap at it?
12/27/2005 Thought of the dayI was in the shower when I remembered a Chinese saying about "women's hearts are like a needle at the bottom of the ocean"... meaning we're hard to understand.
I don't think so, though... I think it's more of a swiming pool.. The guys only have to swim a few laps looking down to find it, but most walk around the border of the pool just scanning... few actually dive in to try... So the guy who said it is partly right. What the difference between an ocean and a pool if you're not going to look anyway? 12/26/2005 Tis the day after ChristmasOhhhhh Christmas was nice =)
Ofcourse it wasn't white like people hoped, but I couldn't care less... I just wish it wasn't rainy and muddy.... gross.. Anyway, la la la ~ Publically announcing that Lisa still hasn't picked up her present yet, and Nina better get her butt working cause i haven't gotten my present yet. Finally rubbed off the adorable flowers Nina painted on my nails... oh they were so cute.. they started peeling off a bit though so I decided... "chang2 tong4 bu4 ru2 duan3 tong4"... sigh... besides, what the hell is wrong with my flimsy nails?? Why are they always chipping off?? I drink freakin milk! Anyhow, must get these fun girly things done more often.. perhaps next time I want to do Nina's hair or something. I had a nightmare that school started and I was taking all my Kwantlen courses, except it was at Mcnair... == I couldn't find my class and everyone was mean to me, trying to lead me away from my right classroom.. I haven't seen Darren for days now.
12/23/2005 PiratingWhy would I pirate movies? I don't want to be a pirate. I don't sail ships, and I get sea sick. That is absuolutely ridiculous. If I am going to be anything of the sort, I'd be a hijacker, but then, I'm not into crashing into the ground and dying, so maybe I'll just be a shoplifter. That way I actually get something out of it. Perhaps the really expensive sweatshirt at Victoria's Secret.
Besides, I wasn't duplicating an original that says "property of Warner Bros.", I was duplicating a duplicate that mystery woman gave me. So technically, it was "property of someone", and I told her I was going to burn it, so it doesn't matter. Alas, over with the boring things. Sleepover was so much fun fun fun! First we spent a good half hour putting water into the dried out nail polishes and shaking them, because they were water-based and 150$ for 9 or 10 tiny bottles... Bless Nina and Lisa's wallets, they must have been crazy... finally some of them were useable.. the blue was kinda blob-ish though... I did Lisa's nails, so naturally she freaked out and wiped everything off and did it again herself. So then I did Nina's, the wonderful girl, she just shrugged and left it. Then Nina did mine, all flowery and pretty and everything. Then after our nails dried we played Guess-Who, and I grabbed the blonde gay dude 3 times.. must be a sign? We played some Uno after that, except it wasn't the playing-card Uno, it was the block uno, little plastic blocks with the signs on them and set up like ma2-jiang4... which was funny, it felt like we were gambling.. And then it was 2:30 in the morning so we all crashed into bed. Or rather, Nina and Lisa crashed into the couches and I crashed onto the floor. Some freak cat outside was meowing it's head off like there was no tomorrow, and Nina got annoyed by it. I thought it was halarious. Except we all had to wake up in 5 hours and it wasn't funny when we had to get up.
I suppose it was mostly fun for Nina, though, cause we all went home and continued sleeping, but she had to go to work. 12/21/2005 Sleepover!YEY! Going over to Nin's tonight for sleepover ~ ~
Excited excited!! YEY YEY! Lisa's gonna go too... I must remember to bring Lisa's X'Mas present... Why is New Student Orientation AFTER classes start? Like wouldn't we want friends and the tour of the school BEFORE we have to madly find our way around on the first day of classes? It's not even on the second day... it's on the THIRD day of classes... on a Wednesday that I don't have school, so I have to go just for a 2 hour orientation that I probabaly don't need by then..
Okay... I just took a carb pill my sister gave me, and it's been 10 minutes I think, and my head is spinning... not the "I'm gonna barf" dizzy... but the "my head is gonna explode" dizzy... 12/19/2005 ShopaholicJust because I'm not stone broke doesn't mean I should keep shopping like this..
Because if I don't stop, I WILL be stone broke in no time. The fact that I used to have spare cash makes me laugh now.. I could literally decide I want a 50$ shirt and buy it, and have no problems cause I don't spend that much... Now? Is there a day that goes by WITHOUT me spending fifty bucks on clothes? And the thing is, I'm not even well dressed! So that the hell is going on? Where does my money go? Even as I am complaining about my habits, I have a clothing website opened to "sandals"... ARGHHHH.... My new ambition is to marry an old rich guy, then divorce him and be a millionaire. Sounds simple enough, no? 12/17/2005 Waste of timeTwo blogs in one day.. I don't think I've ever done that before.
Anyhow, I wrote my bloggie already then I checked out my friends' blogs and this is why I'm back. It's for a game called.... shit, I've already forgotten. Let me open Erica's page again... Oh, how original, it's called "Ideal mate". Anyhow, I could technically just copy her instructions off her blog and paste it here, but she may sue me for plagiarism. Here are the rules.. 1) You write out 8 things that you would want in an ideal boy/girlfriend.. 2) (checking Erica's page...) oh right, everyone has to write out their own.. 3) You have to "tag" 8 people, and they do the same thing you did. What is it with the eights? I bet a Mandarin/Cantonese dude started this game... "Eight" sounds like "rich" in Cantonese and Mandarin... I'm not gonna say "Chinese", because I don't know how to say "eight" or "rich" in Shanghainese or whatever other Chinese dialects there are.. And ofcourse, next off Erica proves that she's not shallow and by-the-book by saying "ideal" is bullshit bcuz you really can't help how you feel, right? I totally agree so let's pretend I said it also. So, list 8 things... 1) He has to be sensitive. Yah I know guys think that means "gay", but I can't stand guys who "don't get it" when I'm upset, or don't understand why a six year old girl getting shot in a drive-by isn't funny. 2) He has to be reliable, stable, and going somewhere in life. Bad boys are fun, but not what I'd want a relationship with.
3) He has to be sweet. Don't spend five hundred dollars for me on my birthday, but, rather, whip on an apron and bake me a birthday cake, or sneak into my school and stuff balloons into my locker on valentine's day. (Thanks, Farrie... muah!)
4) Hygiene. Yes, burping the alphabet can be halarious, but if he stinks and can't stop scratching himself the first time he meets my sister or my best friend, we've got a problem. (Far's first time meeting my sister was funny, though. He was in my closet.)
5) Well groomed. Perhaps he resembles Brad Pitt when he doesn't shave, but that special night out at the restuarant, I want to be proud to be with him, even if he's just in jeans and a shirt.
6) Be a man. If I know more about cars than him (which will be nearly impossible, but hey, you never know), and he screams louder than me when we see a spider, he has got to go.
7) He has to make me feel special and loved. Spoil me. Make spaghetti while I go crazy playing a new RPG (Red Alert) on the computer, coax me into leaving the screen for 15 minutes to eat, and then clean up in the kitchen while I return to my game, then join me.
8) Last but not least, be protective. Take care of me and spend that extra time watching out for me. Okay now I tag 8 people..
Perferably people who have blogs, but I guess they'd email their Ideal list out if they didn't have a blog, so the game will spread. ... do I even have 8 friends? 1) My sister 2) Nina 3) Hazelle 4) Far 5) Eva 6) Norm 7) Ariel
8) Helen I'm sorry"Hello, Darren, how are you?"
"I'm fine, thankyou, and you?" "I'm good, also. So, your shoulder finally healed a few days ago." "That's right." "Darren? Are you alright?" "Erm, yes, I'm okay." "Why are you frozen looking in the mirror like that?" "Well, you see... it's quite embarassing, really..." "That's alright, tell me." "Ahem... I'm frozen like this, because... this is how Annie left me." "Oh... I see. Why does your neck twitch like that, though?"
"I've been like this for four days." 12/16/2005 Lalala ~Finally got out yesterday...
So that's what I have to go through if I ever kill anyone. Prison. Anyhow, I am un-grounded for now, I think... =\ On the Darren issue, he's erm... sleeping. And no one wants to read about that, right? So I may as well wait till he wakes up.. 12/14/2005 Lyrics sooo sweetNow Mase be the man wanna see you doing good
I don't wanna get rich, leave you in the hood I don't wanna see you with a carriage living average I wanna do my thing so we be established Anything in your path, you want you can have Walk through the mall, if you like it you can grab Total it all up and put it on my tab And then tell your friends all the fun you had Now the more you treat me royal I adore you That's why I don't mind doing these things for you You did things for me I wouldn't believe you did That's why I always want to keep you here In a year or two, girl, I could see you with my kids Girl, you make a thug want to get a legal gig Don't get too loud, got respect for you honey And can you be my ghetto love prophecy? 12/12/2005 RageI can't believe I'm grounded for a week. I'm actually grounded.
I'm not a child anymore. I'm eighteen. I'm manipulated left and right, change this, change that, do this, do that... This is wrong, that's still wrong, why do you do this, why don't you do that... Even the way I think is wrong!! I am horrified to know I'm supposed to be an entirely different person, inside out. Maybe there is a problem with me, but I just don't see it. I just don't understand. Things that are important to me are "not priorities"... What I believe to be true is "just on the surface"... If I show what I feel then I am "naive"... When I know I comprehend, I am "too young to understand"... At what point will I have the right to judge for myself?
At what point will I dare make my move?
12/10/2005 Back on trackFinally made some progress on Darren last night...
haha, that sounds funny... anyhow, yah worked on the story a bit, inching along... for some reason I think my writing style is morphing, I'm not sure... I hope it doesn't change along the sotry.. that'd be kinda weird for readers... hopefully I can steer myself back. I think it's just a different mind set though? I am seriously having shopping issues. I must find a way to compensate. Perhaps get a job or something, but something, anything... 12/9/2005 Banging my head on the table"How is your shoulder, Darren? Shouldn't it be healed by now?" "WELL, I suppose it SHOULD, but I wouldn't know when Annie is going to start writing again." 12/8/2005 Surprising I have completed my Xmas shopping and wrapping and everything. Which is so weird, because I've always been scrambling to do it last minute. But both last year and this year, I was finished way before schedule. Last year was because I WORKED in the mall so I was just, there, all the time, looking at things and thinking... the year before that I was also working in the mall but my breaks were so short it didn't matter. This year, well, it's because I'm unoccupied. Pretty much
wu2 yei4 you2 ming2...
Usually when we read books, and weeks of the characters' lives pass by while we have only been reading for a few hours. That is because they only talk about important things and we will be bored to death if we read that they woke up and brushed and showered and had breakfast everyday. Imagine seeing the sentence "he took a step, and another step, and another step, and another step, and another step, and reached his brush. He picked up the toothpaste and put some on his brush, and then he brushed his front teeth, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing, brushing. Now his left teeth, brshing, brushing, brushing....." I'm going to stop there because it's annoying me already. We can't experience everything the dude is doing because we don't have the freakin time. For some reason, however, weeks and weeks of my time are passing by, with Darren's life completely on hold. His brush is probably pausing in mid-teeth. The poor guy got a small injury about two months ago when I started writing, but he hasn't recovered yet cause I haven't written so. 12/6/2005 Major procrastinationWas supposed to clean en organize my desks today...
Got up, went out with mom, came home, played Red Alert... Cleaned for 15 minutes... played Red Alert, had lunch.... played Red Alert... cleaned for another 15 minutes... played Red Alert... My eyes feel like they are trying to dig into my brain to escape looking at my computer screen... en when i close dem I see bright sparks and lights flying around. So THATS what being high feels like. Anyhow, my computer is really weird, everything slows down and freezes when I open or close Red Alert...sometimes it freezes for 10 minutes, then goes through.. Still, zero progress with Darren. 12/5/2005 GreatAs if wasting all my time on Diablo isn't enough...
I have become a druggie of Red Alert... just as I started cooling off on RPGs. And I don't see this ending anytime soon, seeing there are about 15 different maps to play and 10 different country's troops to learn how to use. I've only just started understand America's. I'm starting school soon. Yey. Speaking of hellholes, though, I chose my courses today and I got almost all that I need.... It wasn't as quickpaced as I thought, though. However, when I tried to take Astronomy, it says "5H required".... whats that mean? I must find out, or I'm three Science credits short. Trying to get away with an Associate of Arts. I hope I can pull it off. Going all extremes to avoid math, though... taking FIVE sciences so I can detour around the scary thing. ( SIGH ). 12/2/2005 Phew It was so much fun, but I wasted an hour or so labling the solar system picture I've been wanting to post for a few weeks. I made it on the kitchen table while dad was lecturing me. The lables are pretty small but I think you can read most of them, it was hard trying to write nicely with "paintbrush".. the easiest way is to save the pic separately on desktop or something and then zoom in... It's under "PIX" and I know a lot of things are out of porportion, or in the comets' cases, completely out of orbit... but if I did it properly I'd need my entire street, and I don't think my nieghbors would appreciate me screaming "YOU JUST RAN OVER MY SATURN!!"... and besides, I don't think my camera can zoom out that much while keeping Pluto in focus.
Feel a lot less nervous now that I've actually kinda planned out my courses... ofcourse that means I get to start feeling worried about whether or not I'll get them... I hope nothing nasty happens... And ofcourse the reason I don't mention my story is because I haven't even opened it since I talked about it last. |
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